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Sunita,
*Jun Rui,
Safary,
Sabrina,
Jesvin,
Khairul,
Wan Yi,
Kai Boon,
Ahmad,
Jek Yew,
Darius,
Kee Seng(Lex),
Shawn,
Gilbert,
Li Qin,
Arsenal(gunnerblog)!
recent
This post is not one of my usual posts. It is mean...
Tonight the music seems so loudI wish that we coul...
I'm not going to make anymore excuses for myself. ...
Every day I wake up and it's SundayWhatever's in m...
Everytime that I look in the mirrorAll these lines...
Has he lost his mind?Can he see or is he blind?Wil...
Take the time to make some senseof what you want t...
I don't know what's worth fighting forOr why I hav...
My hands are tied My mind is blankMy body bruisedN...
See the stone set in your eyes See the thorn twist...
past
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credits
about me
Name: Noah
nickname: Crucifer
Age: 17
From: Singapore
Faves
Music-->Music with heavy rock influences
Books-->Lotr,harry potter,death note,Rave
Tv shows-->Comedies mostly
Game-->Warcraft 3(dota),Command and Conquer
Sport-->Soccer(midfielder)
Color-->Plain classic black
Horoscope-->Scorpio
Explanation
People keep on asking me what my blog address stands for. I have written in a previous entry what this blog address means but as it'll take a long time to locate it, I'll just give a brief explanation here.
Everyone has a dark side, everyone has a good side to them. No one is completely evil nor perfect. So I have characterised this 2 sides of my as crucifer being my dark side and ntljr as my good side. I can't explain how the name Crucifer came about,but its definitely not because of the superband band lucify. Crucifer was a nickname I had for myself for a long time before that. Ntljr basically stands for what every postive feeling, every postitive emotion and quality I have running through me. I have always looked towards "ntljr" as a source of inspiration, and no matter how down I am, I will cling on to that last bit of humanity and hope of "ntljr". This is hard to explain and I doubt anyone will understand as its a matter of emotions and feelings. What ntljr stands for is obvious to but a few, but suffice it to say that it'll always mean something to me. Always.
Monday, May 30, 2005
I think i understand now...........................
wings tear my body apart at [2:53 PM]
Friday, May 27, 2005
Yesterday was a okay school day,had stats tutorial at 8,didn't do the stats hmwrk.....yaya i know,reminds u of me in secondary school rite? haha,anyway had POM tutorial straight after that,ended at 11,went to mcs to eat,i didn't eat actually,no appetite................but after that went to library with my bastard brothers,let sean copy hmwrk,was supposed to study there but ended up sleeping,saw Jun Rui there,met her at the hallway of the library,smiled at her,dun think she smiled back,just walked past me,then went to eat(again!),my brothers all bottomless pit,can eat and eat and eat and eat and nvr get full and nvr get fat(lex) though shawn is prone to vomitting at times............while eating my brothers keep on bastard me about wan yi..........somehow up till now i don't really know how this rumour came about............no basis of truth at all la,we just good friends and classmates who happen to live in woodlands and happen to be frequently late for classes,thats all..........she got boyfriend and all my love & heart has been given to jun rui already(though she may have torn my heart up and thrown it in the streets...i dunno,my heart no longer with me),so as i said there's no basis of truth to the rumour,guess my brothers just desperate to find things to bastard me about la(but you guys must learn that you can't beat a pro)............anyway at 2 went for econs lecture,damn complicated,not really sure i understood fully,then went for the econs tutorial,as usual talked cock sing song in that tutorial,but still learnt things,thats why i think econs my fave tutorial,very relaxed atmosphere,can "shoot"mr ho,he also can "shoot" you back,then also he got this habit of letting us go early,yet u learn still.......what could be better than that eh? This current tutorial also quite funny,the khairul keep on joking about the "drain" and lanyard,mr ho keep on talking about the champions league(want to record the final),then we keep on joke about him able to watch the repeat on tv mobile.....lolz.......also gave out the Halls extra strong sweet to the people sitting near me,gave to wan yi who was sitting beside me.......mistake.....it was too hot for her then suddenly in an incident that will haunt me in my nightmares for quite some time,she took my hand while i wasn't alert and spit out the sweet into my hand..............ya,i know what u r thinking(eeeehhhh rite?),so had to get tissue from lex and wrap the spit out sweet and had to hold it in my hands for about half the lesson......my brothers especially happy la,got 1 extra thing to bastard me about........lolz,but actually its quite a funny incident la,shocking but funny,have to be there to actually understand the suddeness of the incident,lolz.........then after econ tutorial walked to the mrt with lex,shawn,jek yew,wan yi and syam,was walking at quite a fast pace but then suddenly a certain girl wearing pink named jun rui and her friend walked past us.....they were walking at a faster pace then us,could see she just wanted to avoid me,ll my friends were bastarding me during that moment,lex was coughing loudly and fakely,jek yew and shawn was laughing,syam was asking me about her and wan yi wanted to see how jun rui looked like so she rush past us to try catch up with jun rui(the bloody shawn kept on talking about a cat fight),anyway actually wanted to talk to jun rui but when i walk towards her at the mrt station she walk furthur away from me still somehow managing to pretend not to notice me......wat a skill.....lolz!,hahax............Ate dinner at cwp with wan yi and lex,ate the hotplate tofu,same as lex,not bad but i've eaten better,the drinks cost a bomb,must nvr buy drinks frm there again,buy from the value$ shop better.........went home after that,slept a bit,played computer,chated with sunita on msn then go to sleep lorx......hahaxx............
wings tear my body apart at [10:28 PM]
Thursday, May 26, 2005
Y r u avoiding me???? Afraid of me???? Shy???? Don't deny avoiding me.....its obvious.........hahahahax..........................................i'm slightly sad but hey if not seeing me,not talking to me is what u really want,then so be it......ur happiness is all that matters to me now.....if this makes u happier,then i'll start avoiding you too,...........heh heh.........after all i'm happiest when u smile:D
wings tear my body apart at [9:29 PM]
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
Just listened to a lifehouse song called hanging by a moment and the lyrics kind of related to me......here's some part of the lyrics
wings tear my body apart at [7:41 PM]
bored to damnation............i'm in a lesson now,and the only lesson that can bore me to oblivion is Internet and Web Technologies..........
wings tear my body apart at [8:32 AM]
Saturday, May 21, 2005
The Keys to Your Heart
wings tear my body apart at [9:31 PM]
Friday, May 20, 2005
Thought things through,life's going back to normal,i've managed to overcome everything.......for now..........a new chapter in my life is beginning........
wings tear my body apart at [9:46 PM]