Thursday, June 30, 2005

wings tear my body apart at [9:36 PM]

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Friday, June 24, 2005

wings tear my body apart at [8:49 PM]

wings tear my body apart at [5:59 PM]

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Sunday, June 19, 2005

The more I loved her,the more pain I felt when she hurt me

wings tear my body apart at [12:24 AM]

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Friday, June 17, 2005

wings tear my body apart at [9:02 PM]

Sometimes I am afraid of myself

wings tear my body apart at [12:55 PM]

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Wednesday, June 15, 2005

wings tear my body apart at [9:26 AM]

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Thursday, June 09, 2005

Today was definitely one of the most memorable days in my poly life so far........had Stats ICA in the morning at 8,it ended at 9 so had a 6hrs break b4 the next lesson,econs......during 6hrs break went to eat and discuss stats project....planned to go for my job interview but bcos the discussion took longer than expected i didn't go.......stayed in school the whole 6 hrs so was super super SUPER bored and my mind was wasting away.......then came econs where i totally was sent to another dimension,felt so out of my body,so tired in my mind.....hard to describe the feeling.....lethargic i guess............then we had another 3 hrs break before accounts where ate dinner then went library to use Jek Yew's labtop play games......however,after using for awhile,felt quite bored and i suppose because of the sooooo loooooong breaks the whole day,felt very hyper too,so went to act with shawn with Jek Yew using his camera to film all that we acted,we act matrix fighting,bollywood fighting,then after that went to act power ranger and house of wax.......ya la,damn childish right......totally wasn't myself,felt almost drunk,and we all act in the library,lucky nobody there otherwise damn pai seh la,the power ranger and house of wax was filmed outside the library though........hahahahax.........really couldn't stop laughing la,laugh all the way,then after accounts when going home,still feeling super super hyper,then skip to mrt station with shawn and sean like little kids,we also actually hold hands in a circle and dance our way to the mrt station la.........damn funny and childish man.......cannot tahan la,really damn super hyper........very rare to get me in this CRAZY mood......hahahax.....got all the pics and videos frm Jek Yew(class photographer) already.......but now feeling very tired......used up too much energy i guess.........dats y i cut short this entry.......so going to slp now.........zzzzzzzzzzzz

wings tear my body apart at [11:58 PM]

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Wednesday, June 08, 2005

Finally the speech is over,all the time i spent on my speech gone in just 3 minutes. The speech was ok,kind of fumbled my words at time and slightly overshot the time limit but other than that it was ok.Tommorow is statistics ICA,dunno how i'll do.......anyway gotta end here,got to start studying for stats......sigh.....nvm,just 1 more day to go b4 the holidays........

She's cute
She's Fun
She's got sense of humour
She's quiet
Her character resembles mine
Where will this lead to?

wings tear my body apart at [10:24 PM]

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Monday, June 06, 2005

My oral communication is this wednesday and i'm totally not prepared.....okie,maybe i got 3/4 of the info i need but the other 1/4 is damn hard to find.......went to visit the bengawan solo head office out of desperation,tried calling their hotline,both also no god damn use la.......the hotline always say they transfer me to the correct personel then in the end nvr transfer,waste my handphone money calling them,then go there ask them,the auntie keep on saying "huh?" then ask me call the hotline......wa lao damn pissed man,what sort of stupid customer service is that??? Then the articles i try to find from internet,used the library internet,try the search engine from yahoo to google to msn to everything also i try.......but the result they produce can really make me dunno want to laugh or cry la......search for bengawan solo then can come out other ppl's blog la,music download la a lot of other shit,totally unrelated to bengawan solo,all my friends try to help me search also no use,all come out the same thing.....wa lao,stress ah........still only got 1 more day to settle all my affairs......haiz,suay la kena bengawan solo,if i get bread talk then shiok la,the lex got so much info he don't even know how to summarise........at least his "headache" is a nice headache,he can pick and choose....not like me,but what the hell la,tmr got Jean Yuan Class,got 3 hours to go slooooooowwwly search hahax.......but what scares me the most in this whole thing is my sudden lack of patience......i used to be a very VERY patient guy,almost never can u find me angry,depressed maybe but never angry,however nowadays i find myself getting angry easily but i try my best to keep it inside me and not show out,like for example,the auntie at bengawan solo keep on "huh" me,i almost want to shout at her,scold her,felt like taking the chair and thrash the whole place.....then on sunday when i was playing soccer,got angry with one of the players on my team who only know how to keep on talking trash and scolding people but play a cow like that,then had really violent thoughts rushing through my head........i dunno whats happening to me......i never used to be like this.......i must learn to keep my inner demons where they belong,deep inside me.......its midnight but i think i'll go down take a walk in the night now......i find it always relaxes me,in fact while i'm typing all of my experience i getting more and more angry so better cool down and think about my life.........what has happened in my life,what is happening and what will most probably happen.........actually i find life rather meaningless now,everything was and is so routine......i need something special,something to bring meaning to my life.......

By the way,i'm going to chase another girl........
She's from TP
Actually i'm just clutching at straws
I'm not taking this seriously
I'm just trying to find someone to take my mind off you
I'm desperate to love someone else
Hell,TP is so far from woodlands,but i'll make the trip there daily if i have to
I hope if i ever get another girl
I won't ever not cherish her
I won't make the same mistake
NEVER AGAIN :P

wings tear my body apart at [11:59 PM]

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Saturday, June 04, 2005

I love walking in the night
Near an open field
Nobody,nothing to disturb me
Just walking alone,
Feeling the wind blow against my face
Enjoying the peace,the calm,the darkness
So alone.....just me and my thoughts
Clearing my mind
Looking at the night sky
Looking at the stars
Its so far away......so impossible to reach
So impossible to reach......
Like Your Love

wings tear my body apart at [12:54 PM]

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Thursday, June 02, 2005

Life is really weird
I really want to give up
But things get in my way
reminding me of you everyday
making it harder to forget you
Firstly i had a dream of you............
It was a nice dream of you accepting me finally
but when i woke up i felt sad
After all dreams never come true,and i felt really happy in that dream
The elation i felt was undescribable
Making me wonder.................
What is the meaning of my dream
What does life want to tell me
By the way,you look prettier each time i see you
Hahax.......just my opinion.......lolx
My ICAs so far quite ok.........
Econs was harder than i thought
Accounts(god damn) was hopeless
POM was simpler than i thought
Stats and Oral communication is nxt week
Worried about Oral Communication.......
Formal attire........i'm going to look stupid la
Stats can practice during weekends so not that worried
Ya......thats all for this post...........cya

wings tear my body apart at [8:58 PM]

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See death in those eyes
As the flame dies
Then suddenly arise
Lingering on forever.....
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