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about me
Name: Noah
nickname: Crucifer
Age: 17
From: Singapore
Faves
Music-->Music with heavy rock influences
Books-->Lotr,harry potter,death note,Rave
Tv shows-->Comedies mostly
Game-->Warcraft 3(dota),Command and Conquer
Sport-->Soccer(midfielder)
Color-->Plain classic black
Horoscope-->Scorpio
Explanation
People keep on asking me what my blog address stands for. I have written in a previous entry what this blog address means but as it'll take a long time to locate it, I'll just give a brief explanation here.
Everyone has a dark side, everyone has a good side to them. No one is completely evil nor perfect. So I have characterised this 2 sides of my as crucifer being my dark side and ntljr as my good side. I can't explain how the name Crucifer came about,but its definitely not because of the superband band lucify. Crucifer was a nickname I had for myself for a long time before that. Ntljr basically stands for what every postive feeling, every postitive emotion and quality I have running through me. I have always looked towards "ntljr" as a source of inspiration, and no matter how down I am, I will cling on to that last bit of humanity and hope of "ntljr". This is hard to explain and I doubt anyone will understand as its a matter of emotions and feelings. What ntljr stands for is obvious to but a few, but suffice it to say that it'll always mean something to me. Always.
Friday, July 15, 2005
Exams are coming,projects are due,my accounting ICA test and Internet Web Tech ICA all terribly done by me.................stressed out man. Going to have to turbo my studying now,exams are just round the corner,cannot be a online student. Other than that,been feeling sick because i AM sick. LolZ,talking cock here. Anyways, its been a long week, everything so tiring for me, my body aching from playing soccer last sunday, can't even move properly for 3 days. Somemore my team got thrashed in the soccer match so it really was a bad and tiring week. LoLz,the scoreline is downright embarassing so not going to put it out here =p.Anyway i'm determined to train like crazy to avoid such a embarrasement again. Hahax, later going to visit my grandma, going to be quite boring, because i don't really talk to my grandma, she only understand very VERY little english and i dunno how to communicate with her. Haiz, guess i'm going to have to bring my study things there. Tomorow going to work at delifrance again, 9-3 shift, sianz...........but what the hell,tommorow is the day when the harry potter and the half blood prince come out!!!!! WooHoo!!!! Heh,can't wait for it. Anyway on the subject of books, Rave is reaching the climax and it really is exciting and unexpected and sad. Thats why i like Rave, it is totally fictional and full of weird characters and weapons and about magic but it brings out the reality in life and the fragility of it. War is not about good vs bad. Its about death,pain and misery. No matter how powerful we may become,we will still die eventually. LolZ, anyway been reading in the newspaper about the National Kidney Foundation(NKF) CEO having a high salary and lots of perks and many people have been reacting strongly to the news of his extravagant lifestyle. Well,my opinion is, people do not donate money for him to live the life of a millionaire, people donate because they want to help those that really need the money and I think many people have been put off from donating to the NKF from now on,even though he has already resigned. Once bitten twice shy. HaHax.........anyway going off to buy my dinner now,wonder what i'm going to have......
I am the brooding night and you are the dawn
Only those who have been burned before
Truly know the meaning of Hell's flaming core
wings tear my body apart at [4:17 PM]