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This post is not one of my usual posts. It is mean...
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I'm not going to make anymore excuses for myself. ...
Every day I wake up and it's SundayWhatever's in m...
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Has he lost his mind?Can he see or is he blind?Wil...
Take the time to make some senseof what you want t...
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See the stone set in your eyes See the thorn twist...
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about me
Name: Noah
nickname: Crucifer
Age: 17
From: Singapore
Faves
Music-->Music with heavy rock influences
Books-->Lotr,harry potter,death note,Rave
Tv shows-->Comedies mostly
Game-->Warcraft 3(dota),Command and Conquer
Sport-->Soccer(midfielder)
Color-->Plain classic black
Horoscope-->Scorpio
Explanation
People keep on asking me what my blog address stands for. I have written in a previous entry what this blog address means but as it'll take a long time to locate it, I'll just give a brief explanation here.
Everyone has a dark side, everyone has a good side to them. No one is completely evil nor perfect. So I have characterised this 2 sides of my as crucifer being my dark side and ntljr as my good side. I can't explain how the name Crucifer came about,but its definitely not because of the superband band lucify. Crucifer was a nickname I had for myself for a long time before that. Ntljr basically stands for what every postive feeling, every postitive emotion and quality I have running through me. I have always looked towards "ntljr" as a source of inspiration, and no matter how down I am, I will cling on to that last bit of humanity and hope of "ntljr". This is hard to explain and I doubt anyone will understand as its a matter of emotions and feelings. What ntljr stands for is obvious to but a few, but suffice it to say that it'll always mean something to me. Always.
Friday, August 26, 2005
Time to update blog.......exams are finally over,the holidays has started so WOO!!! Ok,summary of the exams,monday was stats,it was ok. Tuesday was Econs,it was quite good,expected it to be harder. Wednesday was a rest day. Thursday was accounts,if i can pass this i'll buy Wan Yi something,after all she helped me greatly in understanding the topic on "depreciation". Today was Principles of Management,it was as usual bullshit,total bullshit,so much memorising to do and i totally suck at that,so i bullshitted my way through the exam,anything i didn't know i would just make up some crazy theory of my own and just try to make it make sense. Nonetheless,i hope i don't fail this,hate to be taking the supplemantary paper for this. After POM today went to play soccer at the hockey pitch with khairul,darius,shawn,ashley,jit and his two frens. Met Hamzah and Ershah there so played with them. Very tiring,surprisingly although i jog regularly i was out of breath 15 minutes into the game. Monday will be my class chalet,monday to wednesday but i guess i'll only be staying there for 2days 1 night. Want to go visit my teachers on wednesday,which is when they celebrate teachers day. Feeling tired out now,extremely so because for the past week i've been sleeping late and waking up early because of those exams and everybody who knows me knows that sleeping and me are 1. Lolz,i'm a lazy guy........
wings tear my body apart at [10:27 PM]
Thursday, August 11, 2005
This week is a very slack week,got 2 days off.....1 for national day,another because my EOC lesson is over so no need to go. Didn't really do much,just slack at home,sleep,eat,supposed to study but people who know me know that i'm too smart for studying.....hehehex....just kidding. Anyway, got back our stats ICA 3, scored FULL marks ah!!!! Wa lao eh, so surprising man. Also on Monday did the Internet and Web Technology ICA, think i can pass that,HOPE i can pass that because if not i confirm have to either take the supplementary paper or go straight to repeat that module.....wah,cannot tahan man if go and take that module again. Also today took a ride in Hazwan's dad car as Zaid finally got his driving lisence,so drove to the woodgrove there eat,quite a "fun" experience as Zaid new driver,just got his driving lisence yesterday. Then we all go there just talk and chill out there,quite nice la, go out with friends and just take a drink and a bite. Oh well,exams are round the corner(1 1/2 weeks more!!!!) and i still haven't touch my books.......my god,better start man........so won't be blogging for some time i guess.....
Picture of my group of friends in NYP
From bottom left going anti clockwise---My "wife" Wan Yi, Felicia, Lihua, ME!!!, Shawn"woof woof"Tan, Sean"throw away"Poon, Lex Tan Kee Seng and OH!!!Jek Yew
All of us are crazy people.......
Yes,including me.......
wings tear my body apart at [11:58 PM]
Thursday, August 04, 2005
Never To Love Just Right
Through the darkness came the dawn
You saved me when i was forlorn
Your words like music to my ears
Wiping away all my tears
You brought me back from the brink of hell
And all my fears you quelled
[Chorus]
You put me back on solid ground
Stopped me from running aimlessly around
You took me to the edge
Spread my wings and flew full fledged
I saw in the sun your face
And I finally had love to taste
I'm holding on to the hands of hope
I'm trying my very best to cope
With the overwhelming sensation
The very crust of creation
Wth your sweet face so fair
I take a deep breath without the air
[chorus]
So I dream and dream of the time
When I could be yours and you could be mine
Where not even the darkest of dark
Could ever break us apart
Or the love in my heart
Am I to finally see the love light
Am I Never To Love Just Right
wings tear my body apart at [12:42 AM]
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
I still choose the past
wings tear my body apart at [5:07 PM]