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recent
This post is not one of my usual posts. It is mean...
Tonight the music seems so loudI wish that we coul...
I'm not going to make anymore excuses for myself. ...
Every day I wake up and it's SundayWhatever's in m...
Everytime that I look in the mirrorAll these lines...
Has he lost his mind?Can he see or is he blind?Wil...
Take the time to make some senseof what you want t...
I don't know what's worth fighting forOr why I hav...
My hands are tied My mind is blankMy body bruisedN...
See the stone set in your eyes See the thorn twist...
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about me
Name: Noah
nickname: Crucifer
Age: 17
From: Singapore
Faves
Music-->Music with heavy rock influences
Books-->Lotr,harry potter,death note,Rave
Tv shows-->Comedies mostly
Game-->Warcraft 3(dota),Command and Conquer
Sport-->Soccer(midfielder)
Color-->Plain classic black
Horoscope-->Scorpio
Explanation
People keep on asking me what my blog address stands for. I have written in a previous entry what this blog address means but as it'll take a long time to locate it, I'll just give a brief explanation here.
Everyone has a dark side, everyone has a good side to them. No one is completely evil nor perfect. So I have characterised this 2 sides of my as crucifer being my dark side and ntljr as my good side. I can't explain how the name Crucifer came about,but its definitely not because of the superband band lucify. Crucifer was a nickname I had for myself for a long time before that. Ntljr basically stands for what every postive feeling, every postitive emotion and quality I have running through me. I have always looked towards "ntljr" as a source of inspiration, and no matter how down I am, I will cling on to that last bit of humanity and hope of "ntljr". This is hard to explain and I doubt anyone will understand as its a matter of emotions and feelings. What ntljr stands for is obvious to but a few, but suffice it to say that it'll always mean something to me. Always.
Thursday, June 29, 2006
Man, am I looking foward to playing a soccer match soon. Yes, instead of just talking to shawn or ashley about it, I have decided to actually do something. So I already got the opponent, got the form for the application of the NYP soccer field, got the date and got the players. Yeah man, hopefully it the application is approved.
wings tear my body apart at [11:59 PM]
Sunday, June 25, 2006
If a dream is beyond reach, should you let it go? Or should you just hold on to that dream, however hopeless it may seem. What may seem to be impossible of happening may just be an illusion conjured up by your disappointment at the lack of sucess. Someone once asked me why I still hung on to something which most probably will never happen. I had no answer to him then and I have no definite answer to him now. But some dreams are just worth hanging on to, some things are not meant to be let go. Because even if you feel like giving up in your dream, giving up hope, even when there's a 99% chance of failure, you will choose to believe in that 1% if its worth it.
wings tear my body apart at [11:04 PM]
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
This short entry will just be factual and boring.
wings tear my body apart at [2:39 AM]
Sunday, June 18, 2006
WHY?
wings tear my body apart at [9:50 PM]
Friday, June 16, 2006
So i'm watching the England match right now as I blog and the only reason why I am capable of this seemingly impossible multi-tasking is that England matches are SUPER boring. No doubt on paper they have one of the best sides in the tournament but their style of playing can single-handedly make one cringe and suffer from deep and sudden feelings of regret for paying for the world cup channel on SCV.
wings tear my body apart at [1:03 AM]
Sunday, June 11, 2006
Wow, finally the holidays have started. Actually its just 2 weeks break but i'm gonna relish every moment of it. The last week has not been the best for me. Frankly, the last week sucked. I fell sick, got a cold, fever and a severe sore throat. The fever was especially irritating, I don't mind having a cold or sore throat but fever completely shuts down my brain system. I went to the doctor on Monday to get a MC and he kindly issued me a 2 day MC which was useless as I had French and ICT presentation on Tuesday and I didn't want to miss it. So on Tuesday I went to school but not before consuming my medicine which had a nasty effect of making the consumer drowsy, resulting in me going through my presentations in a zombie like state. Whether it'll affect my marks, I have no idea as of yet nor am I going to worry myself over it. Oh and to add to my discomfort, the antibiotics I took made me experience extreme pain in my stomach, which after visiting the doctor 2days later, was diagnosed as gastric and that the medicine aggravated it. No idea how come I have gastric problem. Anyway the timing of falling sick couldn't have been worse, as the last week was a hectic week with Mkting Mgmt project and EFMA project deadline falling on Friday and Thursday respectively. Add to that the aforesaid 2 presentations and Business Law. I just wonder why I can't fall sick some other time. Big THANKS to both my EFMA and Mkting Mgmt group project members.
wings tear my body apart at [3:34 AM]