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Jek Yew,
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Shawn,
Gilbert,
Li Qin,
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Wow,this week has been a tiring week for me..........
In internet and web tech class now...........doing...
Exams are coming,projects are due,my accounting IC...
These few weeks have been tiring for me.......ment...
THE ENDLESSDeathDesireDeliriumDreamsDespairDestiny...
For every life ending, a new life begins
The end of a dreamWas the beginning of realityEver...
The more I loved her,the more pain I felt when she...
The heart beats strong and fastHis feelings of lov...
Sometimes I am afraid of myself
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about me
Name: Noah
nickname: Crucifer
Age: 17
From: Singapore
Faves
Music-->Music with heavy rock influences
Books-->Lotr,harry potter,death note,Rave
Tv shows-->Comedies mostly
Game-->Warcraft 3(dota),Command and Conquer
Sport-->Soccer(midfielder)
Color-->Plain classic black
Horoscope-->Scorpio
Explanation
People keep on asking me what my blog address stands for. I have written in a previous entry what this blog address means but as it'll take a long time to locate it, I'll just give a brief explanation here.
Everyone has a dark side, everyone has a good side to them. No one is completely evil nor perfect. So I have characterised this 2 sides of my as crucifer being my dark side and ntljr as my good side. I can't explain how the name Crucifer came about,but its definitely not because of the superband band lucify. Crucifer was a nickname I had for myself for a long time before that. Ntljr basically stands for what every postive feeling, every postitive emotion and quality I have running through me. I have always looked towards "ntljr" as a source of inspiration, and no matter how down I am, I will cling on to that last bit of humanity and hope of "ntljr". This is hard to explain and I doubt anyone will understand as its a matter of emotions and feelings. What ntljr stands for is obvious to but a few, but suffice it to say that it'll always mean something to me. Always.
Friday, July 29, 2005
It seems that my group did rather well for my Effective Oral Communication(EOC) ICA,the teacher say my industry(food) was second and that it was a very close fight between my industry and the winning industry(furniture),have to thank all my group members Si Yan,lex,Suzy,Jade.....anyway,today had to do the econs ICA presentation,went ok,i mean econs to me is one suck lemon topic and very hard to make the presentation interesting because got a lot of figures,so my group's skit was rather plain but don't care la,he say the whole class did quite well and since he didn't really give us much trouble during the Q and A section,i think we did quite well. However i felt that other group's skit were quite interesting especially Si Yan's group as it was quite funny because they poked fun at Mr Ho and Maria the maid made me laugh until stomach pain. My "wife" Wan Yi also look damn funny,because she was playing a devil so she wore a cap with two ice cream cones tied there as the horns,look really funny sia hahahax.....Today also had statistics ICA, the bloody paper was so damn freaking easy,shouldn't have cracked my head studying the whole day yesterday and wake up especially early to study this morning and make me lose my oh so precious sleep, bloody hell feel so cheated la. Unless i made any careless mistake,i think i'll score for this stats paper. Hehehe,tomorow supposedly got accounts show and tell but because one of my team members(jek yew) requested that we do it next week as he had to go back to malaysia so tommorow's accounting lesson is going to be damn slack and fun for me,see all the others make a fool of themselves. Wah tommorow also was supposed to be my stats make up lecture but then the "great" Dr Badri dunno why go cancel,then because of that i think i pontang stats too much liao,very scared kena debarred from exam........wa lao if kena debarred then i really nothing to say liao. But hopefully not la,knowing Badri he will have another lecture so can go for that one. Ahhhh............anyways,going to sleep already............
Since everybody has been asking me how is the situation with me and JR,i would like to clarify that I have indeed given up. And do I have a new target in mind? Hahax......well,I don't really know,I sort of developing some feelings for this person in my class but in my opinion that person reminds me of JR,thats why I have some feelings so its nothing too serious.........hahax.....
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