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about me
Name: Noah
nickname: Crucifer
Age: 17
From: Singapore
Faves
Music-->Music with heavy rock influences
Books-->Lotr,harry potter,death note,Rave
Tv shows-->Comedies mostly
Game-->Warcraft 3(dota),Command and Conquer
Sport-->Soccer(midfielder)
Color-->Plain classic black
Horoscope-->Scorpio
Explanation
People keep on asking me what my blog address stands for. I have written in a previous entry what this blog address means but as it'll take a long time to locate it, I'll just give a brief explanation here.
Everyone has a dark side, everyone has a good side to them. No one is completely evil nor perfect. So I have characterised this 2 sides of my as crucifer being my dark side and ntljr as my good side. I can't explain how the name Crucifer came about,but its definitely not because of the superband band lucify. Crucifer was a nickname I had for myself for a long time before that. Ntljr basically stands for what every postive feeling, every postitive emotion and quality I have running through me. I have always looked towards "ntljr" as a source of inspiration, and no matter how down I am, I will cling on to that last bit of humanity and hope of "ntljr". This is hard to explain and I doubt anyone will understand as its a matter of emotions and feelings. What ntljr stands for is obvious to but a few, but suffice it to say that it'll always mean something to me. Always.
Saturday, October 29, 2005
Went to east coast with my class friends on Friday,had one hell of a great time cycling and learning how to roller blade. Fell a few times of course since this is the first time roller blading but I just kept on practicing it till I finally got a hang of it........sort of. Anyway poor Jek Yew never did manage to roller blade properly and got a bump on his head at the end of it all after Lex's bicycle fell on him. Nonetheless Sean finally learnt how to cycle so we all sort of "succeded" in one of our objectives. Was tired after 4 hours of cycling and rollerblading but Lihua wanted to go kite flying somemore. However Jek Yew and Sean had to go back and Wan Yi and I was tired so we decided to go home instead. Was so tired that we both fell asleep on the train,something that I have never done before. Before that however there were this group of guys in the train and I think they wanted to talk to Wan Yi or something but I think as I was talking to Wan Yi they didn't try. Really man,I can't tahan this sort of Ah bengs. Anyway today played soccer match,it ended 4-4 in a match which I felt we could and should have easily won but for some errors in our defence they managed to get a draw against us. It was so damn tiring especially since the centre of the field was so bloody muddy till you actually sink inside the mud when you're running and this seriously hampers our passing and running. Nonetheless I think we are on the right track and improving except for Jason who still seems lost. Heh think I'm going to slp now.......tired la.
What do you do when you're haunted by something you done in the best interest of someone you care about.........
Hey angel can you tell me,
Will you lead me to the place
Full of heat,in the fire
for I only brought disgrace
(I am not to blame,If I fully knew)
Hey angel will you take me
To the judgement of his rage
Hey will I die
For I couldn't stop the fate
(To do the right thing as I have been told)
A redeemer or devastation
It wasn't really meant
For the sin of this dreamer
Who killed the life you sent
(How to stop myself from feeling guilt)
Hey I don't know but I wondered
Days of thinking over and again
Maybe i'm stoned by the inscense
Do I rise or just descent?
Taken from the song "Seven Angels" by Avantasia with edited lyrics to suit what i'm feeling now.
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