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about me
Name: Noah
nickname: Crucifer
Age: 17
From: Singapore
Faves
Music-->Music with heavy rock influences
Books-->Lotr,harry potter,death note,Rave
Tv shows-->Comedies mostly
Game-->Warcraft 3(dota),Command and Conquer
Sport-->Soccer(midfielder)
Color-->Plain classic black
Horoscope-->Scorpio
Explanation
People keep on asking me what my blog address stands for. I have written in a previous entry what this blog address means but as it'll take a long time to locate it, I'll just give a brief explanation here.
Everyone has a dark side, everyone has a good side to them. No one is completely evil nor perfect. So I have characterised this 2 sides of my as crucifer being my dark side and ntljr as my good side. I can't explain how the name Crucifer came about,but its definitely not because of the superband band lucify. Crucifer was a nickname I had for myself for a long time before that. Ntljr basically stands for what every postive feeling, every postitive emotion and quality I have running through me. I have always looked towards "ntljr" as a source of inspiration, and no matter how down I am, I will cling on to that last bit of humanity and hope of "ntljr". This is hard to explain and I doubt anyone will understand as its a matter of emotions and feelings. What ntljr stands for is obvious to but a few, but suffice it to say that it'll always mean something to me. Always.
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
Decided to update my blog.........recently went through my things trying to clear my room and i saw many photographs of my past. From the time I was a little toddler posing with my godfather's dog to the time I was in primary school,then to secondary school and finally my polytechnic life. It was fun looking at those photos and remembering all those years in my past. Some good memories,some bad,but all precious to me as all these memories are part of me. Remembering the time when as a little child i would be afraid to go down the slide at the playground,the time when I without knowing much took hold of a cockroach and tried to eat it(yucks,memory still haunts me)........then in Primary school when I being the bad boy i was then, forged my parent's signature, got into fights and played soccer like there was no tomorrow. Then came secondary school where in sec 1 the class boys were united,there was this class spirit and it was one good year,all those WWE "fights",all those chokeslams, angleslam and everything else. I was incredibly fat then and it was no easy task trying to carry me up.....hahax still remember hazwan tried but failed miserably,remembering the teacher(???) from hell Mr Simon Matthews who basically sat there,asked for a newspaper and did nothing else but read it and give hell to anybody who made the slightest noise, also remembered how I and Danny and Kok Loong called Pizza Hut and ordered lots of things for that Mr simon matthews for revenge after he scolded Kok Loong......remember the time when I went for the class bbq which was during my birthday and they celebrated my birthday for me,in standard fashion when anybody's birthday came around........a good class whacking!!! Then came secondary 2 when my form teacher was Mrs Unni and I had several clashes with her and how I and aliff used to ally together and make stupid songs about ahmad. Hahax, still can remember how it went........Then came secondary 3 when my class was split up after the streaming and I went to the science stream which i realise now was a mistake because i suck at science. So in secondary 3 had new classmates and that was when I,Hazwan,Chow Ee,Safary,Yen Ann became very good friends. Still remember all the laughs, all the lame jokes from chow ee,all the dirty jokes from hazwan, all the uncontrolled laughter of safary. It was then when I forgot how but a few of our classmates got to know Mr Daryl who was sort of in charge of the computer lab and how all of us would go to the computer lab and play games. It was especially fun when we played counter strike in there with mr daryl.....hahax,the memories still put a smile on my face, it was really one of the best memories I had in my secondary school. Then came secondary 4 when it was quite stressful because of the O' lvl exams and because of some unspoken internal conflict in our class which effectively split the class into 2. Of course the two groups maintained cordial relationships with each other but still i could sense some tension. Anyhow, that year passed quickly and then came graduation night which is one night I would probably never ever forget in my entire life. It was the first time(and hopefully the last) where I felt.........I dunno how to describe it and for a few days after Grad night it was more or less the same feeling. I didn't sleep well for these few days,always waking up with that scene in my mind. But i eventually got out of that depression and thats when i had a taste of Real working life. It was also the time when i met this wonderful girl who eventually became my girlfriend but our relationship didn't last because of me. So anyhow my poly life came around and i'm enjoying it immensely with all my very great friends so hopefully this elation will last for as long as i'm here in Poly.
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