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It seems that my group did rather well for my Effe...
Wow,this week has been a tiring week for me..........
In internet and web tech class now...........doing...
Exams are coming,projects are due,my accounting IC...
These few weeks have been tiring for me.......ment...
THE ENDLESSDeathDesireDeliriumDreamsDespairDestiny...
For every life ending, a new life begins
The end of a dreamWas the beginning of realityEver...
The more I loved her,the more pain I felt when she...
The heart beats strong and fastHis feelings of lov...
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about me
Name: Noah
nickname: Crucifer
Age: 17
From: Singapore
Faves
Music-->Music with heavy rock influences
Books-->Lotr,harry potter,death note,Rave
Tv shows-->Comedies mostly
Game-->Warcraft 3(dota),Command and Conquer
Sport-->Soccer(midfielder)
Color-->Plain classic black
Horoscope-->Scorpio
Explanation
People keep on asking me what my blog address stands for. I have written in a previous entry what this blog address means but as it'll take a long time to locate it, I'll just give a brief explanation here.
Everyone has a dark side, everyone has a good side to them. No one is completely evil nor perfect. So I have characterised this 2 sides of my as crucifer being my dark side and ntljr as my good side. I can't explain how the name Crucifer came about,but its definitely not because of the superband band lucify. Crucifer was a nickname I had for myself for a long time before that. Ntljr basically stands for what every postive feeling, every postitive emotion and quality I have running through me. I have always looked towards "ntljr" as a source of inspiration, and no matter how down I am, I will cling on to that last bit of humanity and hope of "ntljr". This is hard to explain and I doubt anyone will understand as its a matter of emotions and feelings. What ntljr stands for is obvious to but a few, but suffice it to say that it'll always mean something to me. Always.
Sunday, July 31, 2005
Lets see....what do i have to say........Friday was a funny/not so happy day. It was funny due to the show & tell,laugh until my eyes got tears,my stomach pain,until my jaws ached,everything was just so damn funny la...hahax.....wa lao still laughing as i think about it now. And furthurmore,i actually passed my accounting!!!! WOOHOO!!!!!!!!,thought i was doomed to fail after i did the test because i thought i made a crucial mistake........turns out i didn't!!! Hehehe.......so now i just need to pass the accounting exam and i'll still pass overall. The only subject i think i may not be able to pass now is internet and web tech class....haiz........Anyway as i was saying,Friday was also a not so happy day as one of my good FRIEND had some problems but i won't say it out here but don't be too upset, everything can be solved,trust me, someway,somehow,somewhere,something will happen and change him for the better. Until then,you've gotta be EXTRA and more patient than you've already been. Good things don't come easy and easy things don't come good(doesn't sound right but u get my meaning)...........
Oh ya,with regards to my previous post,some people have already figured out who that person is, actually figured out is not the right word. They know who that person is because they ask and ask and ask and ask and ask and ask and ask me for clues etc. until i gave in and gave them a very BIG clue. The only one who actually figured it out is Felicia. Hahax,but anyway as i said,i still don't know if i really like her for her or do i just like a shadow,a phantom of JR that i see in her.......I don't want to hurt anyone.......Lolz,i'll give this some thought,maybe get to know her better and make my judgement. I think that the crucial step i must take next is getting rid of my feelings of JR first.......a extremely hard thing to do as i've been trying to do that for 7 months already but still can't forget her. Hahax,too bad too bad,i'll guess i have to my own advice and be more patient and hope that 1 day I'll finally love someone else.
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