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Name: Noah
nickname: Crucifer
Age: 17
From: Singapore
Faves
Music-->Music with heavy rock influences
Books-->Lotr,harry potter,death note,Rave
Tv shows-->Comedies mostly
Game-->Warcraft 3(dota),Command and Conquer
Sport-->Soccer(midfielder)
Color-->Plain classic black
Horoscope-->Scorpio
Explanation
People keep on asking me what my blog address stands for. I have written in a previous entry what this blog address means but as it'll take a long time to locate it, I'll just give a brief explanation here.
Everyone has a dark side, everyone has a good side to them. No one is completely evil nor perfect. So I have characterised this 2 sides of my as crucifer being my dark side and ntljr as my good side. I can't explain how the name Crucifer came about,but its definitely not because of the superband band lucify. Crucifer was a nickname I had for myself for a long time before that. Ntljr basically stands for what every postive feeling, every postitive emotion and quality I have running through me. I have always looked towards "ntljr" as a source of inspiration, and no matter how down I am, I will cling on to that last bit of humanity and hope of "ntljr". This is hard to explain and I doubt anyone will understand as its a matter of emotions and feelings. What ntljr stands for is obvious to but a few, but suffice it to say that it'll always mean something to me. Always.
Thursday, September 01, 2005
Wow,interesting 4 days i've had this week. As mentioned,i had a class chalet at Aloha Changi and the i went there at night,met shawn,khairul,ash,syam at tampines MRT first. The bus journey frm Woodlands to Tampines(making a stop at my cousin's house to collect the PS2) took around 1hr 45 min.....my MP3 power frm 3 bars reduced to 2 bars. Then frm tampines took to the chalet,took around 45 min,my MP3 frm 2 bars reduced to 1 bar........damn sad......taking the bus for so long does things to you.....bad things........hahax...anyway went there and realised our chalet was right beside the old changi hospital which if Jek Yew didn't tell me,i wouldn't have realised it was there bcos it was so dark and i couldn't see anything but trees.....spooky......met lex and the others who went there much earlier. The MC6 were watching a VCD,so the rest of us decided to first play some cards,monopoly(i lost in monopoly,first time in my life i ever lost in that game) etc. to pass the time. Then around 12 midnight,most of us went to changi village to "a-hem" see the bapoks which frequented the area,we were careful not to make eye contact with any of them,the guys especially. Some of them were really scantily clad,walking around,they look exactly like women but when i hear them talk to each other still can hear that its a man's voice. Hehehex,went to the 7-11 and Cheers to buy some supplies like potato chips and instant noodle bcos the "great chef" shawn say he want to cook. Back at the chalet,the guys played the PS2 while shawn cooked the mee. Quite a nice meal,after that i stopped playing the PS2 and went up to the guys room where Lex,Sean and Jek Yew were having a talk. The topic was about why whenever in a grp,guys would go with guys and girls would go with girls and why they couldn't talk with each other like normal and why there is a barrier whenever guys and girls talk.....the topic then swtiched to best friends and it seems that everyone has or had a best friend except me.....the reason being that I don't really need or want a best friend,i'm more of a person who trusts only myself and I'm also prefer to keep to myself. I do have many many good friends though. Anyway it was a really intriguing talk session between the guys and we didn't sleep at all until around 7am where we all took a nap. Unfortunately,some guys had to sleep on the floor bcos there was only 1 bed and therefore we all woke up around 8+. Intrestingly,the MC6 watched the vcds from the time they went to the chalet non-stop till around noon the second day when they finally finished the show. Quite unbelievable man,how can any1 stare at a labtop screen wathcing some drama serial for so long??? Hahax,weird man......2nd day was mainly preparing for the bbq at night.....also there were some unpleasant scenes which i will not mention here but involved exchange of words between certain people.........haiz...........can't people just give in for the sake of peace? Pride is so destructive. Then 2nd day bbq was not bad,got chicken wings,pizza,sausage etc. quite filling. Mr Hang and Mr Ho came also and they bought chips and ice creams respectively. Then after that went home around 10+,wanted to stay but was feeling very tired and the next day was teacher's day too so wanted to go back to school on that day. Sent Wan Yi home as it was very late,then finally slept.......woke up late the next day so unfortunately didn't see all of my classmates but managed to see some teacher's in school. I only saw Jasmine,Sunita,Jeffery,Chow Ee,Saraswathi,Jasper, Kai boon etc. For the teacher's,saw Mr Bambang,Mr Tan JP,Mrs Rajinee(?),Ms Chua. Quite fun la,seeing all my teachers again and seeing my frens. Wasted couldn't see all of them.........................hehehehex.....lolx..............i'll end here for now,tomorrow starting work at Causeway Point at the Disney Princess thing,working as a customer service staff..........hope it'll be fun
Pride and respect is what everybody wants
But only few are willing to risk death for that
Somebody who cannot uphold their beliefs is pathetic in this world or the next
I hope that when I die,I will die in dignity holding on to my beliefs and my love
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