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about me
Name: Noah
nickname: Crucifer
Age: 17
From: Singapore
Faves
Music-->Music with heavy rock influences
Books-->Lotr,harry potter,death note,Rave
Tv shows-->Comedies mostly
Game-->Warcraft 3(dota),Command and Conquer
Sport-->Soccer(midfielder)
Color-->Plain classic black
Horoscope-->Scorpio
Explanation
People keep on asking me what my blog address stands for. I have written in a previous entry what this blog address means but as it'll take a long time to locate it, I'll just give a brief explanation here.
Everyone has a dark side, everyone has a good side to them. No one is completely evil nor perfect. So I have characterised this 2 sides of my as crucifer being my dark side and ntljr as my good side. I can't explain how the name Crucifer came about,but its definitely not because of the superband band lucify. Crucifer was a nickname I had for myself for a long time before that. Ntljr basically stands for what every postive feeling, every postitive emotion and quality I have running through me. I have always looked towards "ntljr" as a source of inspiration, and no matter how down I am, I will cling on to that last bit of humanity and hope of "ntljr". This is hard to explain and I doubt anyone will understand as its a matter of emotions and feelings. What ntljr stands for is obvious to but a few, but suffice it to say that it'll always mean something to me. Always.
Saturday, January 21, 2006
Ohhhh.......man........yesterday was the nyp open house and being the goodie bag distributor was really a bloody boring job. In the first shift all I had to do was to wait for the supply of goodie bags to run low before getting more. It took very long for the supply to run low as morning wasn't really crowded. So ended up talking with lex about a lot of things.....in the end got so bored as there really was nothing to do and since there was no supervision,we went outside to accompany Wan Yi in her ushering job.....so slacked the first shift away,met william and his gf for lunch at north canteen but I didn't eat anything as I was too full from breakfast which I just ate 3hours ago. The slacking supervision were such that lex,Jek,Wan Yi and I could all take our break together....though Wan Yi didn't eat lunch with us....hahaha,dun worry,I'm not in the least bit jealous......so mr tan kee seng, you can stop announcing to the world that I am....2 shift was way better,because of lack of manpower I was shifted to data entry and it was at that position when I saw this extremely BEAUTIFUL and PRETTY girl!! Wa lao,she really outstanding in the looks department man....and I'm someone who is very reserved with praise but this girl.....deserves all my repertoire of of praise in terms of the looks. Hahaha,incredible that such beauty exists in the small island of Singapore man.....this is the only girl I can say can match shuanna in beauty or even better her.......but of course I didn't ask her for her number or anything,I don't do things like that as I believe in character rather than beauty....and I respect a person's privacy. Ya,to me,relationships should be formed from the inside rather than the outside though I know many people who get into relationships just because of the outside beauty. Anyway,after the open house,had to help darius the fool with his part of the economics project and it was then when I saw someone whom I never expected in my life to be so suay as to see again and when I saw him it really got me boiling and I was seriously tempted to go and punch his fucking face and beat him up all over again......strong words from me considering I'm such a man of peace ;P....really spoilt my day and my mood.....however,I still managed to be happy when I attended cousing Geraldine's wedding later that night. The table seating had problems and my parents and I and a few other relatives were left without a table even after the dinner had started.....eventually they opened up a new table.....food wasn't too bad,I was surprisingly full after the dinner was over even though the helpings were small....wah,realised that my cousin Geraldine who's 27 this year and her husband Heng Tong were in a relationship for more than 11 years!!! What a remarkable achievement......so Wan Yi,you can start believing again that relationships can so long till marriage and even after that.....the key is to put in effort to make the relationship surprising,romantic and fresh all the time. Haha,got a bit drunk drinking too much wine and I'm now suffering from a hangover damn it....oh well,thats about all,pretty long entry.......
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