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recent
It never rains but it only pours.......This phrase...
Last night, while chatting with Wan Yi on Msn, som...
Cry the tears of bloodOn the ground here I layLike...
I have been defeated and brought downDropped to my...
Merry Christmas everyone! Been a long time since I...
Mon---8 hrs of lessons,3 hrs break which were spen...
I suddenly feel so crazy......not thinking straigh...
I just feel like listening to metal music and wast...
Wow,i'm so freaking tired after today's soccer,ran...
Maybe I sometimes seem to pretend not to notice yo...
past
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credits
about me
Name: Noah
nickname: Crucifer
Age: 17
From: Singapore
Faves
Music-->Music with heavy rock influences
Books-->Lotr,harry potter,death note,Rave
Tv shows-->Comedies mostly
Game-->Warcraft 3(dota),Command and Conquer
Sport-->Soccer(midfielder)
Color-->Plain classic black
Horoscope-->Scorpio
Explanation
People keep on asking me what my blog address stands for. I have written in a previous entry what this blog address means but as it'll take a long time to locate it, I'll just give a brief explanation here.
Everyone has a dark side, everyone has a good side to them. No one is completely evil nor perfect. So I have characterised this 2 sides of my as crucifer being my dark side and ntljr as my good side. I can't explain how the name Crucifer came about,but its definitely not because of the superband band lucify. Crucifer was a nickname I had for myself for a long time before that. Ntljr basically stands for what every postive feeling, every postitive emotion and quality I have running through me. I have always looked towards "ntljr" as a source of inspiration, and no matter how down I am, I will cling on to that last bit of humanity and hope of "ntljr". This is hard to explain and I doubt anyone will understand as its a matter of emotions and feelings. What ntljr stands for is obvious to but a few, but suffice it to say that it'll always mean something to me. Always.
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
You don't want to lose me later
So why not lose me now.....................
Lose me before you sink in too deep
I see your point
I am acting out your point
And I will act it out too well................ i have to be cruel to be kind
I promised
That I'll always be there for you
And that you can always rely on me no matter what
But you don't believe in me............
What else can I say?
I am doing what you want......
Am I???? I dunno,tell me........
Its the first time in my life while playing "solitaire" that the game hanged and I was on the verge of abandoning it but it suddenly resumed.........
I mean......wtf......
wings tear my body apart at [8:35 PM]