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about me
Name: Noah
nickname: Crucifer
Age: 17
From: Singapore
Faves
Music-->Music with heavy rock influences
Books-->Lotr,harry potter,death note,Rave
Tv shows-->Comedies mostly
Game-->Warcraft 3(dota),Command and Conquer
Sport-->Soccer(midfielder)
Color-->Plain classic black
Horoscope-->Scorpio
Explanation
People keep on asking me what my blog address stands for. I have written in a previous entry what this blog address means but as it'll take a long time to locate it, I'll just give a brief explanation here.
Everyone has a dark side, everyone has a good side to them. No one is completely evil nor perfect. So I have characterised this 2 sides of my as crucifer being my dark side and ntljr as my good side. I can't explain how the name Crucifer came about,but its definitely not because of the superband band lucify. Crucifer was a nickname I had for myself for a long time before that. Ntljr basically stands for what every postive feeling, every postitive emotion and quality I have running through me. I have always looked towards "ntljr" as a source of inspiration, and no matter how down I am, I will cling on to that last bit of humanity and hope of "ntljr". This is hard to explain and I doubt anyone will understand as its a matter of emotions and feelings. What ntljr stands for is obvious to but a few, but suffice it to say that it'll always mean something to me. Always.
Sunday, December 04, 2005
Wow,i'm so freaking tired after today's soccer,ran and ran and ran until I dropped(literally),then picked myself up and ran somemore.......haiz,what to do,I'm just filled with the drive to play my best and chase every ball,harass every defender,tackle anybody attacking us. Unfortunately though,I don't see the same passion in several of my players.....the player who I really look up to though is Sani......he really plays the game with passion,he's the best player on the field but yet he turns up every week without fail,even with an ingrown toenail he will still come for training,that's how passionate he is. Unlike several other people who just suck so fucking badly but still don't come for training at all. Furthurmore when he plays,he challenges for every ball,runs up and down the field and somehow manages to lead and inspire the team in his own quiet way. As a result,today he almost fought with a opposition player after tackling him......admittedly Sani tackle was a bad tackle but before he could apologise the opposition player(keith) started to challenge him already. Therefore a war of words ensued but luckily there were the old men to stop the situation getting out of hand,otherwise if a fight broke out between keith and sani,keith wouldn't stand a chance seeing as how Sani has a black belt in taekwondo and is trained in the police force. Anyway the matter was settled peacefully as its only a game after all and should be enjoyed. Sani's reason for tackling so rough on keith was that he saw no one on our team dared to challenge keith for the ball as keith is a stout fast player so he wanted to tackle keith to show us there was nothing to be afraid of and to set an example for us. If only my team had more people like Sani to drive us on,we can challenge any team with confidence man.........unfortuantely,I'm stuck with people like Shawn(haha;P).......anyway will end here ba,too tired to continue.
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