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about me
Name: Noah
nickname: Crucifer
Age: 17
From: Singapore
Faves
Music-->Music with heavy rock influences
Books-->Lotr,harry potter,death note,Rave
Tv shows-->Comedies mostly
Game-->Warcraft 3(dota),Command and Conquer
Sport-->Soccer(midfielder)
Color-->Plain classic black
Horoscope-->Scorpio
Explanation
People keep on asking me what my blog address stands for. I have written in a previous entry what this blog address means but as it'll take a long time to locate it, I'll just give a brief explanation here.
Everyone has a dark side, everyone has a good side to them. No one is completely evil nor perfect. So I have characterised this 2 sides of my as crucifer being my dark side and ntljr as my good side. I can't explain how the name Crucifer came about,but its definitely not because of the superband band lucify. Crucifer was a nickname I had for myself for a long time before that. Ntljr basically stands for what every postive feeling, every postitive emotion and quality I have running through me. I have always looked towards "ntljr" as a source of inspiration, and no matter how down I am, I will cling on to that last bit of humanity and hope of "ntljr". This is hard to explain and I doubt anyone will understand as its a matter of emotions and feelings. What ntljr stands for is obvious to but a few, but suffice it to say that it'll always mean something to me. Always.
Thursday, December 01, 2005
Today woke up late so didn't go for effective writing at 8. There were no more lessons today as marketing was a e-learn lecture so actually I could have stayed at home the whole day. However today was the day that Wan Yi had her auditions for the NYP singing competition and since I promised to support her from the start,I went to school to do just that. Happened Wan Yi also didn't go for the writing,so I arranged to meet her at 1230 in school. Reason why we didn't meet in woodlands first was because I though I could go to school and study for the microecons test with the rest of the gang. Unfortunately,I messaged lex to tell him about my plan but Mr Kee Seng had the perfect timing to forget to bring his handphone today so in the end I went to school and had to study alone as all the rest of them went home. Bloody kee seng......... Too boring so went to the free access lab instead and played with the computer until Wan Yi came. Her registration no. was 35 so we had a long wait until 410 before it was her turn.Damn long wait.......However she used this time to practice her singing and I honestly think she has a good chance of getting through to the next round. Will stop here for today,feeling nostalgic........
I just posted a comment on darius blog over his latest blog entry which was quite emotional. I wrote it without thinking about myself but looking back again at my comment,a part of it made me feel............i don't know how to describe the feeling.......sort of sad,sort of nostalgic, sort of enlightened.......really don't know what I feel.
Anyway here's the part of the comment:
"To know that someone in this world is thinking of you all the time,isn't that such a wonderful thing? Let me tell you,the pain is inderscribable to be thinking of someone all the time,yet knowing that the person you're thinking about is thinking of someone else...........At least you've got something to look foward to,a direction in your life,a reality to live and love....................not just a dream nor a hopeless fantasy.........."
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