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about me
Name: Noah
nickname: Crucifer
Age: 17
From: Singapore
Faves
Music-->Music with heavy rock influences
Books-->Lotr,harry potter,death note,Rave
Tv shows-->Comedies mostly
Game-->Warcraft 3(dota),Command and Conquer
Sport-->Soccer(midfielder)
Color-->Plain classic black
Horoscope-->Scorpio
Explanation
People keep on asking me what my blog address stands for. I have written in a previous entry what this blog address means but as it'll take a long time to locate it, I'll just give a brief explanation here.
Everyone has a dark side, everyone has a good side to them. No one is completely evil nor perfect. So I have characterised this 2 sides of my as crucifer being my dark side and ntljr as my good side. I can't explain how the name Crucifer came about,but its definitely not because of the superband band lucify. Crucifer was a nickname I had for myself for a long time before that. Ntljr basically stands for what every postive feeling, every postitive emotion and quality I have running through me. I have always looked towards "ntljr" as a source of inspiration, and no matter how down I am, I will cling on to that last bit of humanity and hope of "ntljr". This is hard to explain and I doubt anyone will understand as its a matter of emotions and feelings. What ntljr stands for is obvious to but a few, but suffice it to say that it'll always mean something to me. Always.
Sunday, December 11, 2005
I suddenly feel so crazy......not thinking straight anymore......i guess it has got something to do with the fact that almost everything seems to be against me this afternoon.......the weather,the players,my stupid lousy connection handphone.........Such a bloody sian day today so mostly spent daydreaming about this and that and guess what!?! In the midst of it all a realization suddenly dawned on me.......won't be saying what it is though........have to think it through first.......anyway today Wan Yi said that while working this China lady went to scold all of them or something.....really pity Wan Yi,I understand how unreasonable,rude and irritating some customers can be.......Haha,wasted I wasn't working there otherwise I can help Wan Yi take the scolding since I most probably won't understand a single Chinese word the woman is saying especially if she has the china accent,then can let her talk and talk and talk while I just pretend to be distraught and sorry but actually thinking of something else....takes me back to the time when I was working as a waiter,serving rich arrogant people who treat us waiters like as if they own us......bossing us around,scolding us if we make a little mistake and complaining to the manager about every little thing,so many of them are like that until i'm sort of immune to customer scoldings..........and its not like I'm a bad waiter of anything,I'm one of the better waiters,always smiling and trying to make the customer happy(actually I'm just hoping for a tip la) but customers can still find fault with me......bloody irritaing jackasses but I guess it takes all kinds to make the world.......good experience for me though,learning how to handle different types of people is a invaluable skill to pick up especially since I'm in business management......
Oh and btw,I just finished watching the Arsenal game and I'm seriously thinking that Arsenal don't win the champions league,then its a total disgrace to the stadium Highbury.......bringing glory one last time to that ground is the least they can do to thank Highbury for being their home for so very long.......
Two people celebrated their birthdays this week
Sean poon(one of my brothers)---Wonderful,so you're finally 17,time to stop playing the computer day in day out man and start exploring the world or at least Singapore instead of being cooped up at Hougang. Life away from the cyber world is there to be enjoyed so don't be such a hardcore gamer anymore la and you know that my birthday msg for you is to GO GET A GIRLFRIEND!
Jun Rui---You have changed since secondary school,in a positive way. Now you're more mature,you've developed a much stronger character and you're definitely growing prettier by the moment. Things may not go your way sometimes and life ain't fair but perservere on girl and try to take the positive side in everything....cause you're one of the people I truly care about and I don't want you to be sad. Continue fighting for all your goals and dreams,you'll achieve them someday. Finally,I sincerly hope,pray and wish that you'll soon find true love........
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