Its not over till I breathe my last gasp of air

Saturday, February 25, 2006

And I finally found some time to blog so this entry is going to be quite long...........the exams are finally over!!!~!~!~!~!!! Though I think I won't do very well cos I didn't really study.....damn shit,I feel most heart pain when I think of stats,carelessness cost me greatly......20 marks flushed down the toilet just like that.......can accompany my handphone there already la......

After the stats exams,the group without ash and khai went to chinatown/outram park to eat vegetarian food.......why vegetarian? Because we all know that all year Jek had to always accomodate us so on the final day of the semester we decided to accomodate instead.......and what a wise choice it was cos the food was really excellent!!! Tasted like the real thing man,everything was so good and I couldn't stop eating......really, all of us agreed that North Canteen vegetarian food spoil our image on vegetarian food cos in actual fact it really is damn nice la.........haha,one memorable incident was when Shawn, (who tried to pick up and eat a peanut with his chopsticks in an earlier attempt but failed) succeded on the second attempt. He slowly and carefully used his chopsticks to pick up the peanut, ever so slowly and gingerly moved it near his mouth, put the peanut in his mouth, celebrated by laughing at us for laughing at him earlier.......and out came the peanut from his mouth......ok anyway,after we all walk to clarke quay and sat down to talk......about our classmates and what were our opinions on each of them.......no holds barred.......nice man,but if only it were windier...........such a relaxing end to the semester...........all of them are like the brothers and sisters that I never had......really appreciate each and everyone of you..........

Then yesterday went for job interview at Tampines,not exactly a interview but more of a recruit express thing......actually was looking for the admin data entry job one but because we can only work until 18 april(that's when our school starts again),we couldn't get it,but that guy Bryan said that if any temporary jobs came up he'll call us.......yea,then after that went cycling with darius,shawn,wan yi,lihua at east coast..........well,actually only darius,shawn and me cycled,the girls roller bladed as wan yi wanted to learn......it was really great man,cycling and talking to darius about the more dramatic events in our lives,learnt alot about that guy in quite a short while and I'm sure he also know more about me and why that time I acted in a dangerously mad way........well,what happened to me ain't pleasant,but you can't deny it ain't interesting stuff to the neutral party.........ya, and both of us were really cycling at our own slow pace as compared to shawn who prefers speed and feeling the wind in his face, so he and the girls didn't really join in our conversation........the trip to the hawker centre was realaxing,but the trip back was a really good work out.......cos we only had 1/2 hour to get back to the bicycle rental shop and wan yi couldn't skate very fast yet so in the end she had to cling on to me from behind and I had to cycle her all the way back to the shop.......its not as easy as one might think,especially at the upslopes.........wah,I tell you, at the upslopes my leg muscles really have to work like crazy.......no joke man, somemore my style of cycling is those slack style then I couldn't really get the momentum.....luckily is someone like wan yi who is in her own words "as light as a feather"(a 45kg feather!).......I shudder to think if it was someone like ahmad clinging on.......... shawn who had lihua clinging behind him cycled damn fast...... but guess what? he got there first but lihua fell quite badly.......and though I got there later, both me and wan yi were safe........moral of the story? Slow and steady will win the race!!! Oh and a interesting point to note about yesterday.....I realised shawn and I have the same er........taste? in how to define a girl pretty......cos yesterday, coincedentally, a girl whom I identified as the prettiest girl in my lecture group had a bbq there and we all saw her......shawn who noticed her for the first time also said she was pretty while wan yi and darius both were very firm in saying that no,she wasn't pretty at all........ Lihua had no comments...........she was "blur" as usual and didn't know who we were talking about........hahaha, typical her............

Yea man, the exams are over and the fun has already begun........and its not going to stop soon!!! Later today going to play soccer and after that I'm going to the Arsenal Pub to watch the arsenal game against blackburn with Fareed and Ashraf.......most probably will be drinking........if Arsenal win-->i'll drink to celebrate.........if Arsenal lose-->Drown my sorrows!!! hahahahaha yeah!!! And on monday to wednesday will be our chalet at downtown east, I can't wait for it, I really want to go there and go crazy!!! =D

And 1 last thing........its about the recent Nyp sex scandal thingy...........my only comment would be that the only thing they did right would be to wear protection...........imagine if she got pregnant.....if keep the baby,he/she would be born in shame, if abort, then er............ well either way the baby would have to suffer for the sins of the parents........I don't understand why people don't want to cherish and love themselves......I guess none of us are perfect, and everyone has their own faults and does things they wish they hadn't done...........the only thing for them to do now is first find peace within themselves, look to god for guidance, for forgiveness.......cause only god can free you and cleanse you from all your sins........and once you find peace within yourself and have god close to you, you'll find that facing the world becomes much much easier.............

Ok will end here for now..................

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