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The times that have passedIts gone and won't come ...
I have sorted out my thoughts.........It really is...
Friends say that they're here for you and that the...
Hold upHold onDon't be scaredYou'll never change w...
I can't see a laneThey make you a pawn in a game f...
I'm thought it through......i'm going to let every...
Basically,the scales have fallen from my eyes........
There's a chinese saying "hao xin mei hao bao" whi...
My legs are all wobbly now and my a** is aching li...
I'm in serious need of sleep,been sleeping extreme...
past
May 2005
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credits
about me
Name: Noah
nickname: Crucifer
Age: 17
From: Singapore
Faves
Music-->Music with heavy rock influences
Books-->Lotr,harry potter,death note,Rave
Tv shows-->Comedies mostly
Game-->Warcraft 3(dota),Command and Conquer
Sport-->Soccer(midfielder)
Color-->Plain classic black
Horoscope-->Scorpio
Explanation
People keep on asking me what my blog address stands for. I have written in a previous entry what this blog address means but as it'll take a long time to locate it, I'll just give a brief explanation here.
Everyone has a dark side, everyone has a good side to them. No one is completely evil nor perfect. So I have characterised this 2 sides of my as crucifer being my dark side and ntljr as my good side. I can't explain how the name Crucifer came about,but its definitely not because of the superband band lucify. Crucifer was a nickname I had for myself for a long time before that. Ntljr basically stands for what every postive feeling, every postitive emotion and quality I have running through me. I have always looked towards "ntljr" as a source of inspiration, and no matter how down I am, I will cling on to that last bit of humanity and hope of "ntljr". This is hard to explain and I doubt anyone will understand as its a matter of emotions and feelings. What ntljr stands for is obvious to but a few, but suffice it to say that it'll always mean something to me. Always.
Sunday, February 19, 2006
Not been updating for awhile cause I have (believe it or not) been studying!!! Yeah and my conclusion is............ACCOUNTING SPECIAL JOURNAL SUCKS!!!!!!!! I just can't get that stupid SJ general ledger in my head. Arghh.......i'm already dreaming of the things to do after the exams and I don't know if I want it to end sooner(so i can start enjoying life) or if I want it to start later(so I can study more!).....I'm starting to regret that during the whole semester,I only did statistics homework and neglected the rest of the subjects. Cause I see the topics for econs and accounts all actually is quite easy to understand but just need practice la......and the worst thing is I haven't even touched the memorising-crap-which-we-won't-use-in-future subject marketing yet......die man.......oh ya and poor jek yew had to get sick during the study week which is quite suay la,of all times to get sick.......sad case,really hope he'll recover in time,he's the 1 person I think really deserve to get distinction in all his subjects,I'll pray for your recovery my friend.....haha,already the BSA he getting distinction liao....... wat bout me? I surprisingly scored A for both excel and powerpoint!!! Hmm, thanks to Jek again for teaching me excel and to darius and ashley and khai who were my partners in powerpoint. Yes I do realise I'm being uncharacteristically modest.....
Anyway, I chose French for my elective followed by Japanese......why French? Cos 1) I find the language elegant 2) French is known as the language of romance 3) I plan to bring my future wife/girlfriend to on of the most romantic places on earth-->Paris And then why choose Japanese for my 2nd choice? I guess I'm influenced by the anime I watch and the comics I read......so far the only Jap word I know is BAKA!! Which basically means Idiot........hahaha, not the best word to know I admit........
Ok its been a long entry, will end of here........
Oh and I certainly enjoyed my valentine's day......=D
Eternity
The dark night sky is lit
The stars shine looking down on all
The heart skips a beat
And gently the rains starts to fall
The past flashes by
Engulfed in the blindness once again
Feeling the fear and the loneliness
Lost and helpless, left with only the pain
All who had forsaken
The dreams shattered
The spirit broken
Like you didn't matter
No real understanding
Deception running deep
Hope running out
Destroying only the weak
Your love turning its back
Despair in your soul
No where to turn
Things all out of control
Crying the night away
Seeing nothing beyond
Living the day in agony
The light seemingly all gone.....
The past remains by itself
The present is to live for
After darkness engulfed your world
You learnt and now know more
Unity, love, hope and strength
God's great and special gift to all
With these in life
You can always stand proud and tall
Tears will fall no more
And finally you can see
Things that light up our way
The sky of eternity.............
wings tear my body apart at [12:48 AM]