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Happy Chinese New Year!Its time to go visiting all...
I'm totally drunk right now.......just drank brand...
'Cause Little by littleGave you everything you eve...
A person scarred by the sins and the pains of his ...
Ohhhh.......man........yesterday was the nyp open ...
This is the result from a personality test i tookY...
Yesterday was turbulent,totally drained, really un...
You don't want to lose me laterSo why not lose me ...
It never rains but it only pours.......This phrase...
Last night, while chatting with Wan Yi on Msn, som...
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about me
Name: Noah
nickname: Crucifer
Age: 17
From: Singapore
Faves
Music-->Music with heavy rock influences
Books-->Lotr,harry potter,death note,Rave
Tv shows-->Comedies mostly
Game-->Warcraft 3(dota),Command and Conquer
Sport-->Soccer(midfielder)
Color-->Plain classic black
Horoscope-->Scorpio
Explanation
People keep on asking me what my blog address stands for. I have written in a previous entry what this blog address means but as it'll take a long time to locate it, I'll just give a brief explanation here.
Everyone has a dark side, everyone has a good side to them. No one is completely evil nor perfect. So I have characterised this 2 sides of my as crucifer being my dark side and ntljr as my good side. I can't explain how the name Crucifer came about,but its definitely not because of the superband band lucify. Crucifer was a nickname I had for myself for a long time before that. Ntljr basically stands for what every postive feeling, every postitive emotion and quality I have running through me. I have always looked towards "ntljr" as a source of inspiration, and no matter how down I am, I will cling on to that last bit of humanity and hope of "ntljr". This is hard to explain and I doubt anyone will understand as its a matter of emotions and feelings. What ntljr stands for is obvious to but a few, but suffice it to say that it'll always mean something to me. Always.
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
I'm in serious need of sleep,been sleeping extremely late the whole CNY period,mainly due to the fact that my dad has been playing mahjong at my grandma's house all the way into the wee hours of the morning so I had no choice but to stay there and watch them play mahjong or playing PS2 with my cousin or playing with the dog hobbit(aka howney,hooney,a-bi-->he responds to all the names). Ok,nothing much to update really,i'm just not in the mood and can't concentrate well anyway so ciao for now.
And all of a sudden,my mind is filled with worry for Wan Yi...........
All I'm want is to find someone whom I can care for and make happy
Someone who will care for me too
Someone to share my sorrows and joys with
Someone whom I will want to be with in her good times and bad
And when I find that someone,I won't let go of her........
wings tear my body apart at [10:56 PM]