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credits
about me
Name: Noah
nickname: Crucifer
Age: 17
From: Singapore
Faves
Music-->Music with heavy rock influences
Books-->Lotr,harry potter,death note,Rave
Tv shows-->Comedies mostly
Game-->Warcraft 3(dota),Command and Conquer
Sport-->Soccer(midfielder)
Color-->Plain classic black
Horoscope-->Scorpio
Explanation
People keep on asking me what my blog address stands for. I have written in a previous entry what this blog address means but as it'll take a long time to locate it, I'll just give a brief explanation here.
Everyone has a dark side, everyone has a good side to them. No one is completely evil nor perfect. So I have characterised this 2 sides of my as crucifer being my dark side and ntljr as my good side. I can't explain how the name Crucifer came about,but its definitely not because of the superband band lucify. Crucifer was a nickname I had for myself for a long time before that. Ntljr basically stands for what every postive feeling, every postitive emotion and quality I have running through me. I have always looked towards "ntljr" as a source of inspiration, and no matter how down I am, I will cling on to that last bit of humanity and hope of "ntljr". This is hard to explain and I doubt anyone will understand as its a matter of emotions and feelings. What ntljr stands for is obvious to but a few, but suffice it to say that it'll always mean something to me. Always.
Saturday, February 04, 2006
My legs are all wobbly now and my a** is aching like crazy........went for cycling at East Coast just now with Lex,Sean,Shawn and Jason.....Wan Yi was supposed to come also but she needed to be home by evening to cook dinner for her uncles and aunts.....oh well,the cycling trip was quite relaxing and relaxation is what I would recommend Wan Yi now so its quite a waste for her not to be there,but to look on the bright side,at least she's finally going to eat some healthy home cooked food.......Anyway,as mentioned earlier the cycling trip was really relaxing but tiring also......I cycled from 630-10+,so its about 3 1/2 hours total cycling give or take......wah,cycling at night is really cool man,the wind from the sea is so refreshing combined with the darkness of the night resulted in a really soothing atmosphere that I found extremely enjoyable........its really great cause my mind now is full of worries and I find that by cycling,I can really think things through. However,the best part of the cycling was when we had to cycle in this extremely dark and secluded place and the only light was the stars and the moon.....at that point I felt really carefree and realised that we're too caught up with the big things to appreciate the smaller things in life which make it worth living. Anyway,after cycling went to eat Mcdonalds(which totally put to waste the cycling work out) and went to coffee bean to drink and talk.....or rather listening to the losing his voice Shawn Tan telling his whole collection of REALLY REALLY retarded jokes......hahaha,I think one of his more retarded jokes will forever be stuck in my mind.........ok,so we left the place at around 2320.....which was a huge mistake....because the last bus for me 966 was at 2331......and by the time i reached the bus stop it was already 12 midnight.....I didn't noe la,that the bloody 966 bus service end so early until I reach there and see the bus schedule.....knn,then in the end have to take taxi back home and call my dad come down pay for me first cos I got not enough money.........$20!!!!!!!!!!!! wtf la,such a freaking waste of money.....oh well,thats about all I guess.....oh ya,1 more thing,when I got home,I found out my paternal grandmother was hospitalised today after suddenly collapsing(something to do with low sugar level)......and yet again,my mind is filled with another worry.........
"im scared~!!!"
I understand its scary
As a friend I'll be there with you
To hopefully be able to comfort you and ease your fear
But the main thing is.....your sister is right
You should go for the checkup
And see if anything needs to be done
The earlier the better
Please.............
A world without you is scarier............
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