Its not over till I breathe my last gasp of air

Friday, March 17, 2006

Got back my results for this semester last night. So what's the story morning glory? Well, I scored B for everything except statistics which I got C+. Haiz,first thought when I saw the results was "OMG! NO A's!!!!AARRRGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!" This whole year I never even score 1 A for any subject. Highest I ever got was B+......now that's really really sad no? Well, I'm not TOO disappointed with the results,the most pleasant surprise was accounts. I thought I screwed up the paper since I left out a few questions but apparently I still can score B so the other questions I did must have been largely correct. For my stats, hmm......whats my feeling? I can honestly say I never imagine a C+ for stats. Before I took the paper, I was aiming for a A or higher for stats. After taking the paper and realising I messed it up big time, I expected no less than D. So to be happy or sad? Haha,i'll just be contented. What's done is done. Hmm,was hoping for at least B+ for econs,marketing and EWS but what the hell, hopes and dreams of the past will remain in the past, its time to look to the future and buck up. Haha, I guess its time for the congratulations to the people who scored well. Jek Yew, Shawn, Wan Yi, you all just leave us in your dust trail, can't even smell your results. Distinction here and there, A's here and there.......really no comments sia. But congrats to you all, you all deserve it!!! Especially Jek Yew for he's the most hardworking one and Wan Yi who I can say also work hard for her good results. Shawn tan.....you're an a**, I just can't bring myself to compliment you =P

Ok,lately I've been totally rotting away at home. Or to quote the "wise" Mr. Lex Tan Kee Seng...."stay at home and grow fats". Just been slacking around, listening to music(suddenly into oasis music, its nice! If you want to try listening to their music,msg me in msn,I'll send you their songs), reading, playing computer, searching for jobs via the newspaper and JobsDb and sending a heck lot of resumes to apply for different jobs. Only time I went out was to buy meals and to Singapore Press Holdings to apply part time interviewer job, which is basically going door to door to survey people. Hmm......I went with Hazwan, we both applied(saw Otrysia there also) but apparently I got the job, because they ask me go down on 21 March for a assignment which must be handed back in by 26th march. It works like this, they pay per survey you do, it corresponds with the length of the questionaire. The longer the questionaire, the more they pay you per questionaire and vice versa. It could be as low as $4 per survey to as high as $9 per survey. No fixed working hours, they assign you to a certain region(north,south,east,west) then you just go around surveying people as and when you like. However there is a quota you must fill la. Not a bad job if you think about it. Hmm.........well,I'm just glad to have gotten a job. Anyway, my cousin say he'll go his office there ask if they're hiring cos he say got a vacancy. Hmm.......if have i'll take it man. I'm that desperate for cash. I'm really running super low,scrimping and saving, somemore I'm planning to buy something for someone and its not going to be that cheap either. My god, If I don't get some cash soon, I really won't have any money for my meals soon, cause I already set aside the amount of cash needed for that thing I'm planning to buy and I'm not going to touch it no matter what =D

Hmm, interesting how some people can get a bit stupid and petty eh? Haha, its at times like these when all I can do is laugh.........its really sad how there are people like that in the world........haha,won't elaborate.....

Maybe I just want to fly, want to live but don't want to die
Maybe I just want to breathe, Maybe I just don't believe
Maybe I will never be all the things that I'd like to be
But now is not the time to cry now is the time to find out why
I just want to live forever.........if only you're with me by my side
You're my happiness, you're my pain
You're my sunshine, you're my rain
What's the point of my story if you're not in it morning glory?

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What is the truth
What is reality
What can't be removed
Is that part of humanity
See death in those eyes
As the flame dies
Then suddenly arise
Lingering on forever.....