Its not over till I breathe my last gasp of air

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

Ah........my leg is aching from playing soccer 2 times in 3 days. Today went to play street soccer at clementi,met shawn and his friends at the clementi interchange and shawn kept on calling me,hurrying me up,but in the end i got there and have to wait for all of his friends for about 45min(and i was already 1/2 hr late)!!! My gosh,45 more minutes of sleep would have helped me greatly. Stupid shawn tan,I already told him his friends will confirm be late(from experience) then still pressure me to get there quickly. Well,nonetheless it was fun playing soccer with them, ran a lot today, a bit too much till my muscle is now feeling extremely stretched and hurts if I walk too much. Ashley went there later and it was good to catch up with Ash after quite sometime. Talked about a lot of things,from soccer to holidays,to what's going to happen next semester. The real reason, however, for him going to play soccer was because shawn promised to teach him accounts for his supplementary paper this thursday. So after that went KFC to accompany shawn and ashley(and to brush up on my rusty accounting). I realised that in all my entire life, I have not been able to do a proper and correct balance sheet! And thats like the most basic of all la. Hmm......wonder how I got a B for accounts........

What do you see when you look into the mirror? During the chalet, Lihua and Wan Yi covered up the mirror before sleeping because of the superstition that your soul will be trapped in the mirror if you wake up and the first thing you see is the mirror. Well, I wonder, what would my soul look like? When I look into the mirror,will I see someone whom I will be attracted to? Or someone whom will I recoil from?(note:i'm NOT talking about looks here-->cos if it were then the answer would be the former =D) But anyway,back to the point, if you could see your soul from the outside, what would it look like? Would you see a black as death soul,or a soul pure as a newborn child? I doubt it'll be either. In someway or other,we tainted our souls,ourselves during the course of our lives. So the question is,if there were a "looking glass" which allowed you a chance to see how tainted is it, would you really want to know? Would you dare to find out? Frankly, I don't think i'll dare to take that step. I guess for me some things are better left unknown,ignorance is sometimes bliss..........But question yourself,would you dare to look into that mirror? If you do,then congrats,you fear not yourself. But if like me you don't, then do you know whats the reason behind it? Question yourself..........maybe you'll find some answers which you never thought you'll ever find..........

Come on baby blue
Wake up your tired eyes, the world is waiting for you
May all your dreaming fill the empty sky
But if it makes you happy
Then keep on laughing
Just remember I'll be by your side
And if you only go,its gonna pass you by
(oasis-->let there be love)

Yeah,thats what I'll like to say to vanessa.........don't let that opportunity slip! He's a great guy.

I sometimes confuse myself unnessecarily
Dunno why feelings are so hard to control
Dunno why its so hard to forget
Wish I could and just move on with my life
I just lost a opportunity to make my life complete
But i'm not complaining,I'm still waiting for .......

So go ahead and please smack me on the head the next time you all see me
I need to wake up

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What is the truth
What is reality
What can't be removed
Is that part of humanity
See death in those eyes
As the flame dies
Then suddenly arise
Lingering on forever.....