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about me
Name: Noah
nickname: Crucifer
Age: 17
From: Singapore
Faves
Music-->Music with heavy rock influences
Books-->Lotr,harry potter,death note,Rave
Tv shows-->Comedies mostly
Game-->Warcraft 3(dota),Command and Conquer
Sport-->Soccer(midfielder)
Color-->Plain classic black
Horoscope-->Scorpio
Explanation
People keep on asking me what my blog address stands for. I have written in a previous entry what this blog address means but as it'll take a long time to locate it, I'll just give a brief explanation here.
Everyone has a dark side, everyone has a good side to them. No one is completely evil nor perfect. So I have characterised this 2 sides of my as crucifer being my dark side and ntljr as my good side. I can't explain how the name Crucifer came about,but its definitely not because of the superband band lucify. Crucifer was a nickname I had for myself for a long time before that. Ntljr basically stands for what every postive feeling, every postitive emotion and quality I have running through me. I have always looked towards "ntljr" as a source of inspiration, and no matter how down I am, I will cling on to that last bit of humanity and hope of "ntljr". This is hard to explain and I doubt anyone will understand as its a matter of emotions and feelings. What ntljr stands for is obvious to but a few, but suffice it to say that it'll always mean something to me. Always.
Sunday, June 25, 2006
If a dream is beyond reach, should you let it go? Or should you just hold on to that dream, however hopeless it may seem. What may seem to be impossible of happening may just be an illusion conjured up by your disappointment at the lack of sucess. Someone once asked me why I still hung on to something which most probably will never happen. I had no answer to him then and I have no definite answer to him now. But some dreams are just worth hanging on to, some things are not meant to be let go. Because even if you feel like giving up in your dream, giving up hope, even when there's a 99% chance of failure, you will choose to believe in that 1% if its worth it.
I chose to believe for nearly 2 years now. I brace myself for the inevitable sign that all hope in that dream is lost. But till that light of hope is snuffed out, i'll still believe and hang on.
And so should you.......
I know, maybe its none of my business all of this. Maybe i'm just sticking my nose where it shouldn't belong. But I just can't help it, I hate to see anything go wrong for you.........whatever you're hanging on to, just hang on if it means that much to you.
ok, enough or even too much has been said.......
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