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about me
Name: Noah
nickname: Crucifer
Age: 17
From: Singapore
Faves
Music-->Music with heavy rock influences
Books-->Lotr,harry potter,death note,Rave
Tv shows-->Comedies mostly
Game-->Warcraft 3(dota),Command and Conquer
Sport-->Soccer(midfielder)
Color-->Plain classic black
Horoscope-->Scorpio
Explanation
People keep on asking me what my blog address stands for. I have written in a previous entry what this blog address means but as it'll take a long time to locate it, I'll just give a brief explanation here.
Everyone has a dark side, everyone has a good side to them. No one is completely evil nor perfect. So I have characterised this 2 sides of my as crucifer being my dark side and ntljr as my good side. I can't explain how the name Crucifer came about,but its definitely not because of the superband band lucify. Crucifer was a nickname I had for myself for a long time before that. Ntljr basically stands for what every postive feeling, every postitive emotion and quality I have running through me. I have always looked towards "ntljr" as a source of inspiration, and no matter how down I am, I will cling on to that last bit of humanity and hope of "ntljr". This is hard to explain and I doubt anyone will understand as its a matter of emotions and feelings. What ntljr stands for is obvious to but a few, but suffice it to say that it'll always mean something to me. Always.
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
I'm tired, very tired.....in every sense of the word. Physically, mentally and emotionally exhausted. Oh yes, the projects seem never ending, and in truth be told, it IS never ending. EFMA project, Marketing Mgmt project, Lab 2 presentation, Business Law ICA all next week. And so far I have only completed Lab 2 presentation and have not, touched the other projects at all. Not even a SINGLE group meeting yet for both EFMA and Marketing Mgmt. Guess I'll have to rush through these projects during the weekend and this will translate into stress, not to mention business law(memorise memorise memorise). Thank goodness that next week will be the last week of school before the measly 2 week term break. But hey, I'm going to study as hard as possible for business law and do my best in all the projects.
There is a noticeable difference between foriegners and Asians. Physically that is. After playing soccer 2 weeks in a row with the French foreign exchange students, I have to say that in terms of fitness, us Asians still can't beat them. I mean, it stands to reason, over in France they eat hearty meals, steak, king sized burgers etc. What do we Asians eat? Yong Tau Foo, Chicken rice, "chap chai peng"(mixed veg rice) etc. You do see the difference in what we eat eh? Thats why they grow to be tall and bigger sized(but not fat) without even going to the gym while we have to slog it out to make ourselves look more muscular in order to look bigger sized. Ah well, I'm not quite sure why I'm blogging about this but I'm just a bit sore that I'm being run ragged by them week after week even after trying to improve physically. Hahaha, but its a damn good experience playing soccer with them nonetheless.
Ok going to catch some shut eye now
Au Revoir
I'll fight my demons when I'm ready but it is not now.
wings tear my body apart at [11:59 PM]